Pretending

You can delete the message you dont like
      And pretend like it never happens
  But it did
You can hold your tears for not falling
      And pretend you're not sad
   But you are
You can cover the scars over your arm
     And pretend like its fine
   But it hurts
You can fake a smile all day
    And pretend to be happy
  But you're dying inside

You can pretend that everything's fine
That everything will go away
That you can be happy again
That the sky would light up rainbows above your head
That you could repeat your childhood as an innocent child
But you cant run away forever
The trigger must let go
And in the end the bullet must touch your head
And it will, end that way.